SIGHTING REPORT UFO sighting at Night

There was two sightings (hence two years.) One was this BIG ship that could only be seen by it's lights, the other was a bright light with a cone of light circiling around it.

The first one slowly turned around, and I could see the lights dissapear as they went behind it so I know it was ONE ship. It turned off all of it's lights simotaneously, and I could see it. I immediately saw a plane (looked like a regular commercial plane) head for where the UFO had been.
Time, about 5 min

The second one just was silent, and engulfed in light, so I knew it wasn't a helicopter, other than that, nothing unusual, just slowly moved around, looking for something, and eventually we drove too far to see it.
Time- about 15 min

At night I have to close all the doors and shut the curtains, so I am just in my little room. I stay away from windows at night because I feel someone's watching me. I have to bring up my blankets or I feel that someone will take me. Sometimes at night when I open my eyse I will suddenly see two eyes that will quickly dissapear. I don't know how I know, but I instantly know that they are a wolf's eyes. I read someone that this might mean you were being abducted by aliens. I also have waken up with scratches, and once a triangular cut. Sometimes I wake up hurting everywhere.