SIGHTING REPORT UFO sighting at On top of my house,

Can not see the shape just heard the humming, that scared my collie, and sawthru the window shades an orange kind of light going on and off like flames (fire), very bright, then a cylinder kind of white/bluish light shot inside my window, and I felt very, very tired, I went to sleep right away, instead of juping out from bed and get out to the backyard to investigate like I ussualy do. My collie was extremelly frightened and was crying.

I "felt" the UFO passad very slowly and then stopped on top of my house, the humming was very low but very strong, it felt kinfd of vibration, I do not remember the UFO leaving because I fell sleep.

I later had the impression and also dreams about myself floating(horizontally) in the air above my bed, levitating from my bed and getting thru my window and elevating upwards to perhaps the UFO. After that NIGHT I never wanted to have children anymore because I was affraid they will be deformed, like monsters with big heads non human like. I also developed an interest in learning and reading about UFO and UFO abductions, I now have a collection of 50-60 UFO books. I watch all UFO TV programs and feel extremely happy, I will say ELATED when I learn about others UFO abductions, crop circles etc. I wish I can be hypnotized and learn more about my sighting of that night in 1981.