SIGHTING REPORT UFO sighting at front yard phoenix arizona

first appeared as a dull grey balloon rising from neighbors backyard then it stopped to my intrigue and all of the sudden it was a dull grey cigar shaped window-less silent large craft that had a rectangular box attached to its belly of the hull and on the side of that box was the only vivid feature on the hovering thing, a flashing red light like a radar tower has only it had an un-definable pattern i knew had some meaning in the experience. It all felt so evil and haunting like i was under attack psychicly or psyonically. ever since my best friend confirmed months later...(I have never been the same, yet i fail to know exactly how inside)

after ceasing its ascent as the balloon and became the eerie cigar-disc it very patiently moved horizontally to just at the property line of my bandmates front yard, about 100 feet overhead. after seemingly doing nothing to me, yet knowing something sick and disgusting must have taken place, that thing remained still overhead about 1 minute then just as patient as it had moved toward me it moved only horizontal north toward 35th ave. and bethany home road until no longer visible on horizon then immediately after it vanished a black helicopter sound hit my ears so sudden and the helicopter swooped in a half-circle low and overhead that part of the neighborhood at about 17th ave. and monteceito, obvious to anyone who saw the helicopter I could tell it was in rendevous with that object and like the ufo it flew quickly north on its tail in an "apparent pursuit".

at the time I worked as aerospace turbine engine mfg. associate at HONEYWELL INT. merely 2 months later I was fired, note I had been there sucessfully 3.5 years.

numerology involved in the time and date bothered me

ancient indian canal and city canal that starts at a military base at papago runs immediately behind the property of where this happened.

car ran without interruption in driveway during crafts sighting overhead

my friend, whose house it was where the sighting took place, 6 months later in that house had been awakened about 10 pm he said to the sound of loud walking thing on his roof that was heard in the house by 3 people that night, immediately running out the back door in terror no more than 5 seconds after hearing someone right over his head on the roof, nobody or thing anywhere to be seen near his house or property. That happened on, I believe, 5/01/03

the day of my experience of 11/12/01 was also the same day as a large commercial 757 or similar boeing model crashed in a neighborhood in residential long island slaying over 100, 1st major plane crash after 9/11

I experience still Post traumatic stress disorder from my experience

my whole life caved in within 2 months of event; ie; band broke apart and temporarily until just recently split up. I was fired and basically lost my career at HONEYWELL, had to move out of violent room mates house at 3333 n. 26th st. I became estranged from my best friend of 5 years whose house that craft visited me
my parents took me in and then shortly concluded I was not acting mature anymore and I ended up retrieving to my drummers indian reservation in north dakota to get my mind clear of what the hell happened to my life. I was threatened over the internet to not talk about this experience to anyone when i posted my own rendition of what i saw in a picture format, that e-mail adress didn't exist the next day!!!!!
HELP ME PLEASE TO LEAD ME TO SOME RESLOVE .